Bobby moaned softly into his mouth as they kissed, letting it linger for as long as John was willing to kiss him. "No, it's okay," he replied to John's offer, smiling nervously as he reached for the drawer. Delaying it was only going to give him time to freak himself out more, probably. He pulled out a foil packet and the lube and then moved back to John, holding himself up off of John's body as he looked down at him. "Just tell me what to do." He had a vague idea--he'd watched porn, after all--but he would rather just let John take charge so he could do this the way he wanted.