He hoped John was right, he wanted this to feel good for both of them. He wasn't sure that would actually happen, but he would try.

"Okay, okay," he said with a small chuckle, withdrawing his fingers and grabbing the condom. He put it on, coated it with some more lube, and then shifted above John, reaching down to position himself before slowly pressing forward, keeping his eyes open despite wanting to just close them and feel because he wanted to watch John's face, to gauge if he was doing this right, to make sure he didn't hurt him.